My masseuse came out and was very friendly, she had an accent that made my name "cecelia" sound beautiful and romantic. Yeah, that's right, all this from a one hour massage. I dont love it, I dont feel sexy, but after I have dropped trough I adjust and enjoy because I love to swim. Today I went for my first ever massage. So, let me first tell you that I do go to the beach in a bathing suit. I want to know I gave my all, I pushed through, I turned strong what once had been weak, firm what once had been flabby.
Aspen. Age: 24.
However, I only skinnydip at home.
Skyler. Age: 24.
So I went for my massage today...
I guess I am just realizing that a little mortification, awareness and daring can be a good combination as long as I am heading in the right direction. I want to enjoy the massage. I laid there and told myself I could not nap that I needed to grocery shop. It has been a long time since I have been just me Yeah, that's right, all this from a one hour massage. Hell, if I'm going to be under a sheet I'm willing to strip I thought to myself. I guess I should have hopped up and thrown my clothes on in relief at this point but I gotta be honest.